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•  I want to be cremated and my ashes spread on a hike near Edwards Colorado (like the watertower tail on top where there is a view)  where my heart lives and half off the ferry to bainbridge really near the little island out in front of my house where i saw a tiny white harbor seal. These are the happiest times in my life. 

•  I want my girls to know they made my life. I could be anywhere as long as I have them.

• Avery -  you made me a mom. the best gift of my life. seeing you for the first time changed my life forever, for the better. you are loved through and through, forever. no matter what you do you are part of my heart, brain, skin, breath. 

• Elsa you saved me. when i was depressed you smiled at me, you smiled from the day you were born it was like you knew that was what you were there for and it has made me feel home, no matter where i am. 

• I feel whole when you girls come in to my bed in the morning and we can all sleep for a few more minutes. your sweet overnight breath, and soft breathing, tiny hands touching my arm or hand, smooth smooth skin on your hands. family stretch seeing how your arms reach up to my elbows, fingers all reaching up to the sky...i like it best when im in the middle of you two and you are touching me on the arm or leg as we fall back asleep

• I have done a job that i love and i feel so lucky for it, it wasnt work.